I cheated. It’s only day 2 and I already cheated. I thought this experiment was going to be
easy. I thought that because I’ve been on so many elimination and restricted
diets in the past that limiting my food to 7 (10 things, if I’m being honest)
would be easy for me. It’s not. I will come back to this, but I wanted to be honest from the beginning and set the tone for the rest of this post.
Breakfast
I had my usual banana and peanut butter, but this time I
sprinkled dry roasted peanuts on the top for some extra protein.
Lunch
My sister (a/k/a Goddess of Pie and Cake) was visiting. She, my mom, and I usually go out to lunch
and shopping when she is in town. I was
worried about going out to eat and trying to make this diet work especially
with someone that I call Goddess of Pie and Cake, so instead I invited them
over to lunch. Surprisingly, they
accepted and were completely willing to try my limited offering lunch. Instead of feeling restricted by the 7
things, I was inspired. Most of the
things on the list remind me of Thanksgiving, my favorite holiday. So…I decided to prepare a pseudo Thanksgiving
meal.
The store didn’t have a good selection of turkey breasts
that I could roast. I guess July isn’t
really the season for this sort of thing, but they did have turkey
cutlets. I prepared these in a skillet
with a splash of olive oil and seasoned with salt and pepper. I made “baked” sweet potatoes in the
microwave and served it with fresh spinach.
The turkey seemed a little dry to me, but my family ate it and we
enjoyed just hanging out with each other, so no complaints for me.
Dinner
Since the Goddess of Pie and Cake was in town, my dad invited
us out for dinner. I explained my 7
things that I could eat and he said, “You can still order chicken tacos with
rice and potatoes!” This was his plan
and there would be no changing that plan.
I decided that spending time with my family was more important than
trying to follow the 7 things diet. The
husband sincerely told me that it would be ok, “just ask for forgiveness.”
I ended up ordering the tacos with no cheese and two sides
of rice. I contemplated only eating the
chicken out of the tacos, but thought this was rather wasteful considering the
point of this experiment is to cut out the excess, not to waste the excess. But God really does work in mysterious
ways. There was a woman who was sitting
behind us. She was talking to herself
rather loudly about how her mother raised her to feed and clothe herself and if
we didn’t believe her either she or her mother would kick our ass. She watched as our food was served and made
pointed comments about how she always ate rice to make herself feel better and
then just muttered the word tacos. Talk
about awkward! What does one do in this
situation? I wanted to buy her a plate of food, but didn’t. Have you ever gone to school knowing that
there was a test that you didn’t study for, knowing that you were going to
fail? This is how I felt.
The woman told the waitress that she only had $6 and
couldn’t pay for everything she had ordered.
I only saw that she had coffee and later exchanged it for tea, but my
sister said that she had a plate of food when we first arrived. I felt better knowing that she had
eaten. I was just about to go to the
front and offer to pay for her food when one of the ladies at the table next to
us went over to her and told her not to worry that the check was taken care of. Thank you, God, for moving someone to help
this woman. After knowing that the woman
had been helped and that she had eaten, I could finally eat my own tacos. And, yes, I ate the corn tortillas and the lettuce
and tomato without hesitation.
Unfortunately, this woman needed more than food. She told the good Samaritan that she had
money, that she just forgot her purse.
Then she asked if the woman would ask the waitress to bring her 4 or 5
more tortillas. The good Samaritan’s
husband shook his head and they left. I
don’t know if more tortillas were brought to the table or not. The skeptic in me can’t help but wonder if
this same scenario would be repeated throughout the night only because at one
point in the woman’s muddled conversation to herself, she asked “Why should I
only eat in soup kitchens?”
I could discuss the necessity of mental health care, I could
discuss the struggle that occurs within me to answer this question, I could
discuss that the answer is always money, or I can simply end this post by
saying that limiting my food intake to 7 (10) things is self-imposed and not
really a struggle at all.
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